The tides of change are coming in.
Being ‘on the road’ changes things. Changes a traditional stationary perspective
of what’s real and what’s given the illusion of real, thanks to the distorted
attachments us intelligent but mostly ignorant humans wrap around life.
In a month’s time I’ve strolled through and
held hands with the ghosts of my childhood on what once was my Grandparent’s
farm, reacquainted myself with cousins, siblings, high school classmates and
life-long friends. Some of it was
emotionally painful, some of it was extremely joyful but mostly it was a process
of ‘fill-in-the- blanks’ connecting fragments of a past that was left dangling
in uncharted time. Going ‘home’ was
indeed a homecoming and a completion of sorts. Picking up where I left off, dusting off the
grime of time, blessing the ghosts of my past and sending them on their
way. They are no longer wanted or
needed. I cannot save the world but I
can align myself with my past, present and a future that’s, like it or not, on
the down side.
I’ve seen more bald eagles in a month
than I’ve seen in 30 years, sunrises and sunsets that only those who rise at
stupid early hours and those who take notice in early evening are privileged to
experience. I’ve seen magnificent
thunderstorms roll in, throw noisy thunder and lightning tantrums, drop their
bounty of rain and move on. I’ve seen
mile upon mile of corn, wheat, soybean and hay fields, rolling green hills,
jagged mountain peaks still clinging to snow or glaciers, the Mississippi
spread beyond its banks, rushing mountain streams, cattle, bison, pronghorn,
deer, raccoon and more species of birds than I can find names for.
I’ve slept in interstate rest stops,
truck stop & mini mart parking lots, a Cabella’s parking lot, an abandoned road
work job lot and delightful small town parks.
I’ve basked in the luxury of a few authentic campgrounds that offer all
the water, electricity and waste you can consume and dispose of, groomed to
perfection, trash receptacles all in their appropriate places, flush toilets
and hot showers available to those who either don’t camp with these amenities
or just don’t want to dirty their own tiny bathrooms. We’ve also, through the kind hearts of
friends and family, lived next door to those who’ll have us and I’m grateful
beyond words for their generosity.
Each day brings new challenges,
blessings and messages both crystal clear and buried deep within the endless
layers of everyday habits.
To say this summer’s journey has been life
changing would be a gross understatement.
The wheels that transport us from point A to point B are also turning
our focus toward a future path that previously was as invisible as the angels who
have led us.
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